Why I’m writing this: It’s strange, I’m an introvert and I always work from home, but this social distancing has been deeply unsettling. I feel trapped and cut off from the little social connections that make me feel part of a larger whole- commiserating with the coffee shop barista about the weather, smiling at people I pass in the street, chatting with parents at school pick-up. So I decided I would rebirth this old blog of mine and chronicle our life under social distance. I know that some people are struggling with much bigger and harder challenges, like keeping their families fed, or having to risk coronavirus exposure to keep working in essential services. Comparatively, my challenges are much smaller and less urgent. Still, I can only write what I know, and I hope that these entries will bring connection and comfort to those who are also feeling isolated. I imagine us like sailors stranded on different islands, sending messages to each other in bottles. I we...
Lucy practicing perspective. The shortness of this post has been brought to you by….my head cold! Our schedule seems to be holding up pretty well so far. I know I talk about that a lot, but our family really appreciates the structure. We’re not rigid about it at all (academic time started at 9:20 today), but it’s still good to know what is loosely planned. The virtual learning has been going well, though Clara’s been getting a little bored with it, so Matt and I are brainstorming other projects we can give her. Today, instead of writing about a time when she felt proud, I asked if she wanted to write a story about Taco World (she’s really into tacos) in which the tacos have to stay home because salsa river has flooded. She brightened, and then said “Mama, that’s about the coronavirus!” She’s a smart cookie. We may also try my friend’s idea, having them each research something they’re interested in and then make a PowerPoint presentation about it for the family. ...
Hi dear ones! Since this whole thing is becoming more of a marathon than a sprint, I'm adjusting my blog schedule to posting every few days or so. The first week or so I was feeling pretty good emotionally, but the past few days have been harder. I think it's partly that the adrenaline has worn off and we're all settling into this new normal. I'm finding that it takes some concentrated effort and attention each morning to calm and stabilize my emotional self. Thankfully I have the tools (yoga, journaling, art supplies, meditation, etc) and have been practicing this sort of thing for awhile. As part of this, over the last few days I've been drawing my focus in, instead of worrying about everything that's going on. It's kind of like walking on a tightrope and how you need to not look down, but just look straight ahead. I'm continuing to look out for ways that I can help others (like donating blood or contributing to local food pantries), but am tr...
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